Results for beta #3 came in. It's a no-go.
Beta #1 - 57
Beta #2 - 68.5
Beta #3 - 61
I was hopeful that things would turn around. I thought I was just going to be a slow doubler or something. But, it's not to be this time. My nurse called to give me my results, and instructed me to stop all meds, come back on a week to make sure that I'm back to normal, and we'll decide what to do then.
How deflating. I'm sad, mad, angry, confused and missing my bean(s) already. This is harder than I'd thought. A lot harder. I dare one person...one fertile Myrtle to look at me with that "It'll happen when it happens" expression.
The good news is it wasn't a later term end. We also still have 7 embryos left. The rough part is deciding whether you can keep going because it's killing you emotionally, mentally and, soon enough, financially. I guess things are just "to be continued....". In the mean time, pray for our sanity.